God Is Waiting
God Is Waiting Seek Ye First The Kingdom Of God I was Once a drug user / Dealer. I've been to prison seen allot of things that most people would consider traumatic. God called to me many times And I rejected him. I was so caught up in what I wanted to do. and anything in my way was just annoying to me. But finally reality hit me one to many times . And I would cry out to god that I wanted to serve him but didn't have the power to submit. But I had the desire to do such just not the power. Finally I had to go against what I wanted my fleshly desires. I loved pot and tweak. I liked the power of selling. But I finally had to stomp the devils ling spirit in the ground and so you know what Mike if you don't go now you never will. And I went. And I went again and god begin to let me feel him inside. I'm very scepticle that i might add. it wasn't just a church chrasmatic spirit. It was god working on my soul . Peace Joy . the ability to understand that god has more for me in this life with him than I ever would have living and doing the things of the world. The devils play ground. I hate Him he almost took my life many ,many times. But He could not because I'm a child of the king. And he knows that. You can be too.. Now that I gave God the chance again and surrendered my life to him. I knew somethings had to change in my life if I was ever going to get serious for him . The first thing that I knew that I had to change was my job. Their was weed. meth, alcholol everyday of some form or another. I had to quit in order to let god intervien. I might add in that i had to drive to work 1 1/2 hr one way everyday so these things were going on in the car with friends of mine that i had for years . and for me to change was fine but to make them change would of just caused more problems so I just quit it all to get a soild foundation in Christ my savior. Since then I am in school full time so god opened that door. I was able to quit cigerett's . God delivered me from it. he has delivered me from something that I care not to mention that i did all my life that was bad bad bad. I haven't done it. God has taken care of me . A man that I know has given me a job maybe just for a couple of months work . but praise God he has taken care of me. Can you see. I love him. I need him. I'm empty with out god. And so are you . The devil just doesn't want you to realize it. but we all are with out him. I hope someone reads this and maybe god can use this to help them . I would like to also mention their is allot more to my story hat is not in this blog if you want to know me more email me @ rvsmichael@gmail.com